Life

When I look around me.
I can see people who love me. For who I am.
I can feel it. It feels so… weird. But good.
I never felt something like that. Never.

Sometimes when I think about time.
The past, when I was not myself. I still wonder how I survived this.
After a lot of thinking, about life, friendship, happiness.
I never had something like this. Until I was changing.
I changed and was turning finally into ME.

Sometimes when I think about time.
I can't describe how thankful I am for the People around me.
They saved me from suicide. They saved me from hiding.
They let me be me. And they Love me.
It feels so… weird. But good.

Sometimes when I think about time.
I can look for memories who will be born.
Born in the future, they will be good memories.
Memories with People I never wanna lose.
Sometimes… I'm close to lose some.

Sometimes when I think about time.
I am afraid to fall back into the past.
I never felt happier. I never felt so sad.
I can't tell why.
Life is wonderful. Life is hell.

When I look around me.
I can see people who love me. For who I am.
I can feel it. It feels so… weird. But good
Do I really feel something like that? Ever.